The Multiple Journals:survivor of child abuse with MPD shares her story.

"The Bigness of the Knowing"

multiple personality disorder, dissociative identity disorder, abuse survivor

This is what it feels like.

The knowing is so big and so heavy
It will take all of us to carry the weight.

We share the knowing
We share the feelings.
Together we lift them up
Off our shoulders
Off our backs
Off our heart.

Behind the bigness of the knowing
The bigness of the feelings
We can almost see
The beginning of a new day.

The sun is rising.
Good morning all.

J.C. 1/96